Clad in well-worn cotton
shorts and shirts, we
started the day 
alternating between scorching 
sun and suffocating shade,
maneuvering 
our bikes between 
old paint cans and 
lawn chairs
like the drivers at the 
Marsh truck rodeo,
or resting on a 
blanket under 
the huge black willow 
playing Barbie
and Janney dolls, with 
old Jane West always
the granny.
Bored, we’d change 
into jeans and head to
the pasture, 
its tall weeds
prickly, yellow and brown,
sticking 
to our pant legs. 
The collapsed, rusty 
shell of an abandoned 
corncrib
became our trampoline,
and we jumped 
to its metallic 
shrieks of protest. 
By afternoon, we proudly 
wore dirt necklaces and 
held honorary 
membership
in our childish version 
of the
Blackfoot tribe.

Inside the 
dark kitchen,
the sharp woodsiness 
of black tea leaves 
simmered on the stove. 
Measuring cups 
overflowed with 
dusty, white sugar  
as Mom dumped them 
into the ancient blue pitcher 
from Great Aunt Hazel. 
She poured the hot tea through 
a metal strainer, its
steam and aroma filling 
the downstairs.
Then stirring, stirring, we watched 
the sugar mountain dissolve
into mahogany syrup
and savored its sweet, thick 
summery smell. 
Finally, eyeballing just 
enough syrup into 
a plastic pitcher 
Mom filled it with cold,
iron-infused water 
straight from the faucet. 
We guzzled down an 
ice-filled glass before
being shoooed outside.

Vagabond children 
wandering along our 
narrow country road,
we meandered 
from home to home,
none of which was 
ever even faintly
cool. Banished outdoors, we
dug in gardens and 
dirt piles, 
unearthing dog's teeth and 
burying our treasures. 
When the sun threatened,
we found cool, shady
hideouts, under the 
weeping willow in a
friend's side yard,
or beneath the overgrown
shrub that hid 
a secret culvert 
under the road between 
the cranky man's pasture 
and  the nice old lady's
front yard. We were 
spies, keeping track
of everyone who drove 
down our road.
When the August heat
made everyone sweaty and
short-tempered,
we’d ride bikes through 
the dusty lane
to Mamaw and Papaw’s 
house to run
through their
fancy sprinkler. Straight 
from the deep well, its cold, 
hard water arced and
sprayed over our heads and 
dribbled down our 
sweaty-dirty skin, 
creating stringy hair and 
short-lived relief. 
our shorts and shirts 
finally soaked, we’d sit 
on the back porch step
drinking the Fizzies
Mom never bought
or slurping a grape popsicle 
before biking back home. 

The heady aroma of 
crisping bacon
pulled us back inside
at supper time. 
With six to feed,
Mom used the pressure 
cooker pot
for a whole pound 
of bacon. For starters. 
As the grease soaked
into layers of paper towel,
she sliced juicy red, vine-ripe
tomatoes, straight from
the edge of our pasture and
lined them up on 
the pale green
Melmac tray Dad 
used for his occasional 
cornbread and beans feast.
A loaf or two 
of soft white bread
and a jar of Miracle Whip
on the table, and our favorite 
summer meal awaited:
bacon and tomato 
sandwiches- no lettuce 
required. 

After supper, the fading 
sunlight mottled  
through the leaves of the 
young willow that grew 
at the edge of the garden. 
I sat, wedged in a fork
of the limbs, my
current book in hand, 
reading, but mostly dreaming
of someday,
when I had something
unique to say--
to write--so I could
also call myself
an author. 

Finally upstairs, in the
attic turned bedrooms,
heavy, still air made
everything sticky;
it glistened on
our faces and arms and
glued our nightgowns
to our legs,
threatening any chance
of blissful sleep. 
Dragging pillows
and flat white sheets,
we thundered down 
the stairs to claim 
our "air-conditioned" 
tent: two corners tied 
to the box fan handle,
two stretched out and
anchored under 
chair legs.
The sheet billowed
in the false wind, a 
pretend sail 
on a summertime ship,
and our sweaty 
selves finally dried 
as we drifted off 
to distant rumbles 
outside the open window.

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