Category: Poetry

  • Forgiveness

    Why are you pounding at my door again? I answered once, accepted your offer, and sent you away, satisfied that you wouldn’t return. But here you are again. This time pounding at my heart louder, more insistent. I don’t want to answer. I’ve hidden from your face too long. Go away! Leave me with my…

  • Knowing

    Heavy, heavy heart shoving me downward, pushing me into cold darkness, alone. I am trapped, confined, pinned under a weight I can never lift. The bitter knowledge engulfs, seeps into my broken spirit, forces surrender. My eyes spill their tears, my lips both quiver. I cannot stop. I grieve for your loss … and for…

  • Fall Creek prayer

    Oh, wind, I hear you rustle the reddening leaves outside the open doorway. Breathe your resurrection into my aching heart that pines for solace; your peace into my unsettled soul.

  • Election Day eve

    By Barbara Swander Miller I can’t sleep. I turn, wriggle, twist and sigh. Too much news coverage I suppose. Not that they’re reporting anything new, really. Why  can’t I just ignore it all? The wind whooshes  outside our bedroom window. I hear the maple swaying, imagine its wet leaves littering the ground and front walk,…

  • Call me sparkle toe!

    Even though I’ve  never worn  glittery tops  with letters  that flash my   undeniable   school pride,  and Even though I   loathe finding   tiny flecks   of glitter stuck   to my otherwise    plain shirt   after opening    my craft closet,  and Even though I’ve   been stuck in   the filthy mire   of the news   and its portents   of doom, haunting …

  • Friday’s phone call

    Hi, Grammy! How was your day, sweet girl? Medium. Medium? Tell me about it. Well, I didn’t like being hit in the head with thirty-five balls today. What! All the girls were screaming and crying and huddled against the wall. What was going on? The boys were throwing balls … at our heads. Oh! Ohhhhhh,…

  • The worst poem I ever wrote

    Thirty-some years ago, finally divorced after months of marital and individual counseling and hours of agony trying to understand it all, I was settling in my hometown with three kids and a regular visitation schedule to their dad. Alone, every other weekend, I had nothing to do, except fret and wonder what was happening while…

  • A dog’s life?

    Shooting over the deck rail across the lily bed lightning fast straight to the corner  where the sage and yarrow bloom, Eliza darts through my space. She’s on the chase! It’s a rabbit! Probably the one that’s been eating my carrots and cutting my flowers. The cunning creature needs no siren. It bounds  out of…

  • A celebration of the muumuu

    The closest I could come to  the muumuu of my aging hippie friend was a Chambray dress hidden on the clearance  rack at Walmart. Prefaded, loose and long. As I wriggled my arms inside its buttery fabric and let it fall over my head, it granted me instant permission to be free. Free from importance.…

  • The Coelacanth Still Scares Me

    Suddenly, now that I have  time to think,  things aren’t  the same  anymore.  Suddenly, things that  were factual,  aren’t.  Or things that were fringe are mainstream.  Case in point: Pangea. “No, of course the continents were never all  hooked together,” my fifth grade teacher snorted.  Even though we looked  at a map and could see the…